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A letter of desperation, is anyone out there?
I'm totally a virgin and I wish I wasn't. All I think about is making it with a woman, any woman. My mind is racing all the time. I can't concentrate in class and whenever a girl passes by me my whole body shivers with need. It's hard to be an 18-year-old virgin. I know that all of my friends have done it more than once, but I can never seem to bring myself to go with a girl. If they seem to like me I can't breathe and all I want to do is get away from them. But then once I do, all I can think about is what might have been. I fantasize about my teachers, and all the girls in my classes. I have favorites; they're about any female that has been nice to me, or seemed to be interested in me. I have two that are my best fantasies. One is my English teacher. She's such a fox. She married a really good looking man at the beginning of last semester and I imagine them doing IT every night. What a lucky guy he is. I can see them making love in my minds eye, and I know he has to blow his load faster than most men do. How could he help himself when he's screwing the most beautiful woman in the world. When I jerk off I often imagine that I'm him and we're making love on her bed. I always get off right away, it doesn't take more than a minute to blow my load when I think of her, of me making love to her perfect body, sliding is and out of her perfect pussy. My other fantasy lover is a girl at school. She is tall and athletic and reminds my of a Viking Princess. She is super popular and always has guys hanging around her. The reason I love her is deeper than just her looks, it's because she was really nice to me once. I was being teased by a girl at lunch and she told the girl to leave me along. She said to my tormentor that I was a hunky looking boy, and that my female tormentor was acting like a baby and that what she probably really wanted was for me to take her to bed and teacher how to be a woman. Well, you can imagine how I felt. This beautiful specimen was defending me, telling another of her species that I was hunky. You can imagine what I did that night. OH YES, I made love to my Viking Princess in every way a man can with a woman. I think I cumed 6 times in 12 hours fantasizing about her that first night. * Anyway, the reason I'm posting this story is that I NEED an understanding woman. I have posted my picture here so that some woman might take pity on me and rescue me from myself. I need to be forced into doing IT. I just know that once I've done it I'll be saved.  I have arranged for any girl who wants to, to contact me by using the address at the bottom of this page. Any messages will be forwarded to me. I live in Redwood City CA and can drive just about anywhere to meet you. I would be eternally grateful if someone would take me in hand. Since I've never done anything sexually, I don't have any diseases. I'm willing to do anything you want me to and I promise that I would learn fast. I just need to get that first time out of the way, then I'll be yours to do with what you wish. Thank you Brian Webber78@hotmail.com Review It |